A Prayer of David
Hear a just cause, O LORD,
Attend to my cry;
Give ear to my prayer which is not from deceitful lips.
Let my vindication come from Your presence;
Let Your eyes look on the things that are upright.
You have tested my heart;
You have visited me in the night;
You have tried me and have found nothing;
I have purposed that my mouth shall not transgress.
Concerning the works of men,
By the word of Your lips,
I have kept away from the paths of the destroyer.
Uphold my steps in Your paths,
That my footsteps may not slip.
I have called upon You, for You will hear me, O God;
Incline Your ear to me, and hear my speech.
Show Your marvelous lovingkindness by Your right hand,
O You who save those who trust in You
From those who rise up against them.
Keep me as the apple of Your eye;
Hide me under the shadow of Your wings,
From the wicked who oppress me,
From my deadly enemies who surround me.
They have closed up their fat hearts;
With their mouths they speak proudly.
They have now surrounded us in our steps;
They have set their eyes, crouching down to the earth,
As a lion is eager to tear his prey,
And like a young lion lurking in secret places.
Arise, O LORD,
Confront him, cast him down;
Deliver my life from the wicked with Your sword,
With Your hand from men, O LORD
From men of the world who have their portion in this life,
And whose belly You fill with Your hidden treasure.
They are satisfied with children,
And leave the rest of their possession for their babes.
As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness;
I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness.
I’ve grown more appreciation for praying the Psalms since journeying home to Orthodoxy. The faith has enriched my reading of their poetry and aided in absorbing their cool waters into the broken cisterns of my heart. Glory to God for the holy prayers of His Church!
Give ear to my prayer which is not from deceitful lips. Our prayers need to be honest and come from our hearts. It does me no good to speak empty and untrue words to a God who already knows what I really think and how I really think. I also have to be honest with myself, though. I have to be honest with what reality is, and shed the lies (both pleasing and depressive). In prayer I need to come before God open and honest, vulnerable and trusting. In that honesty we realize our vindication comes from God, and that God sees us as we truly are; in the light of who He created us to be.
You have tested my heart – It is our heart that is of most concern. May our hearts be created and found in the image of Christ and not in the image of the world or still worse. It is God who must guide our steps. It is His paths alone that lead to life and joy. The path of God is always the path of love, truth, and humility.
Christ comes down from heaven to join Himself to us as the Word of God becomes flesh and dwells among us. Christ preaches to the poor and marginalized; He makes Himself available to sinners and forgives their offences. The path of Christ is one where the Son of Man has no place to lay His head in the world. The path of Christ is the one that leads to Golgotha embracing the Cross and our souls in His love. The path of Christ is the one that leads to Pascha, the empty tomb, the smashing of the gates of hell, victory over death and sin and darkness. Yes, let God guide our steps and lead us through the valley of the shadow of death and through the arid wilderness into the promised land of the Resurrection.
“O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing.”
Hide me under the shadow of Your wings, from the wicked who oppress me, from my deadly enemies who surround me. God is our refuge. This much we certainly know, whether we always act accordingly or not. A man once asked Jesus who his neighbor was, though, and I think it might be beneficial to ask who is our enemy (and who is not).
The enemies in my life are not people who dislike me, or say mean things about me, do harm to me, etc. In fact, I’ve come to believe that my enemies are not people at all. God desires all humanity to be saved, and any evil we work among each other is “friendly fire” in a way. As St. Paul tells us, we do not fight against flesh and blood, but powers and principalities.
No, I know my enemies too well. They are the fatness that seeks to close up my heart. They are the proud words that seek to commandeer my speech. They are the passions that lurk in secret places waiting to pounce upon me and lead me into sin. “Your enemy the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.”
Arise, O LORD, Confront him, cast him down - “Let God arise, let his enemies be scattered; let those who hate him flee from before his face! As smoke vanishes, so let them vanish; as wax melts before the fire, So the sinners will perish before the face of God; but let the righteous be glad. This is the day which the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it! Christ is risen from the dead, trampling down death by death, and on those in the grave bestowing life.”
May God arise and cast down the devil and all his wiles from us. May He cast down the passions that assail us. May He cast down the old man, the man I once was and who was buried in death in baptism. May the Good Shepherd protect our hearts from ravenous wolves. May God deliver us from the wicked with the “sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God.”
As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness; I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness. “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” Before all is over, may I awake and be found in Your likeness, O Lord. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner. Amen.



”So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore lay aside all filthiness and overflow of wickedness, and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.” James 1:19-21


